January 2010
98 posts
Second
F is on his way back to camp now. so i’m going to do a little revision and also study my btt on this coming wednesday. Please let me pass, please!!!
My sunshine
Him: i'm a bad shooter
Me: why?
Him: Cause, i keep missing you.
awwwwwww. He never fails.
I’ve never understood the reasoning for someone to...
(via runawaytrain)
To dearest cousin,
Hang in there. Its not easy i know. I’ve been through it. But doing this to yourself isn’t going to help at all. Stop hurting yourself and everyone around you. You know i love you, please take care of yourself. I know you, your stronger then this. Remember how your always there helping me go trough all those shits. I know you can do this.
Woke up early today by F text. super happy, i swear. i can’t wait to see him(= going to clean the house. mum getting me hotcakes for breakfast, yummm.
Can’t wait for F to come back tmr. I miss him. Plans to go out today was cancel. will be going out tmr instead(= Frolicks tmr dear?
suddenly i miss dancing. dancing with my girls. All the performance, how much effort we put in, the practices we never fail to miss. The bond we had. All the different type of dance we learnt. Its just different now, if i were to start somewhere new.
watching FAME. Awesome.
Everyone wants to fall in love. Sometimes you just have to wait for the right person to come and make it all happen.
I choose not to go for camp, not because he don’t let me. He gave me a choice, and i choose not to. Sometimes you got to be me, to understand. Yes, love is complicated.
i love you.
The suit life on deck: Kitchen casanova
Bailey: Excuse me if i'm upset, cause all the girls in class are falling all over you.
Cody: What?
Baily: I see the way they flirt with you. You don't do anything to stop them.
Cody: Oh really? they're flirting with me.
Bailey: Yes, its digusting.
Cody: hmmpf yeeeaaaa! all of them?
Bailey: How can you not notice?
Cosy: Because, your the only girl i notice.
awwwww.
I’m spending my saturday with fam, at east coast today. Am so hungry, i’ll make some garlic bread. Then chores needed to be done.
Exams are coming and i need to focus, which i’ve not been able too. I get really tired when i get home. And i’ll just fall asleep. Wish school wasnt so far.
Steal
I lost my slipper, my clothes, my pants and now my freaking panties! Some people seriously have to steal PANTIES?! of all the freaking things.
Its something huge, its too much. Yes i have been wanting it. But no, you don’t have to get it for me. Please, don’t burden yourself. I love you.
i’m still at home and my school starts at 9am.
watch-movie-at-cafe date
Going to sleep in early tonight. Have been so sleepy the whole day. I’ll sleep as soon as i get to talk to F. heeee.
i need WATER!
sweet like cotton candy
‘I wish somehow i could give you the world. But i know i cant. so i’ll give you part of the world, an island. which i hope can be like a world. Gd night’
i slept with a smile on my face that night. how can i not love him.
i wish school wasn’t so far.
If I ever break your heart, if I ever do you...
(via runawaytrain)
I miss him. this week he’s booking out on sun and booking in on sun. wth, right. =(
busy like a bee
Couldn’t barely walk with the cramp. yes it was pretty bad, that i had to cancel to meet up with my group members. so sorry guys, especially you witri. Atleast you brought your bf along so kinda oke right? I feel much better now. Gonna do alil revision and then edit my slides for SAWI ppt. Lots of test are coming!
- NSL E-quiz
- NSL class test next week
- NR class test
- Fon class test
...
i thought i could handle the cramps without taking those pink pills. But nooo i couldn’t. It so painful!
stomach cramps is not helping at all.
With you everything seems to always go our way. <33
zooeydeschanel:
(via lindanhem: secondhandjoy)
...
you wont know what i meant. cause i can never get the right words to say it.
its called yellow
who am i? i can’t be still figuring out who i am at this age right. but sometimes i just don’t get myself. why do i always hurt him with words i dont mean to say? why i always fail at doing the right thing when i already tried? wasn’t it all good enough? i’m weak. my mind, is gg crazy. i swear.
so many things i want to get, but im so broke. I need shoes, i need more basic apparals and also a faded vest. I wish someone could give me a $100 for shopping. (=
I love you F.
So much for trying to cut down on food today, cause the boy treated me to ice-cream and hot dog. Even though it was a short while, the bus ride from woodland to sengkang was naiseeee. We keep sharing stories. It was rather exciting, to see his expression every time he tells me about the book he reads. So cute i swear.
i fail to do my revision again. I really have to focus. Please jannah stop...
Waiting for him to text and its like taking forever. I’m not sure where to go now. So lost lahh. Like loser sia, seriously. Whats there at yew tee(i think thats how its spell)?
Had sandwich from home, and manage not to eat for break. i’m trying to cut down on food and also save up. I hope atleast it’ll bring my weight down alil.
Tuesday
Am suppose to be revising FON, but with this terrible headache i can’t. And most of the pages of my book is not fill up. Great. I don’t know if i am able to meet the girls tmr. I so super stress up right now. Love told me to give it a rest today and sleep in early. Maybe i should.
what i ate came out. Fml. Just let me die.
we want to try new things we want to look good. But i, know my limitation. I don’t do drugs, alcohol, clubs or even a smoker. I only tried sheesa. Maybe i do wear revealing clothes at times. But i don’t do things that are far more worst. I know i’m not a good muslim. But i do try. i hate expectations.
January is so busy. by the end of feb it’ll be hoilday/attachment.
Sometimes i just wish life wasn’t so hard. I don’t feel like going to school.
“I’m done losing sleep over him.
I’m done holding back tears at the thought of...”
– (via runawaytrain)
Aniraa, this is for you. I know that you’ve been hurt. I know that it hurts. And right now, you think that no guy is worth your love. You both weren’t long together, and you shouldn’t think so much about it. But i know it shatters you. The more you talk about...
Its the truth.
I still miss her. Mum open the videos, those days when she was ill.
GROUP?
Omg i’m super stress up. Someone please give me some ideas on the script/the story for the play. And i’m figuring out the conclusion and the slides which needs to be added somemore. SAWI, i hope witri’s handling the ppt well. I can’t do it on my own.
too early
Wake up farhan! Let me see you before you book in. I guess he must be super tired. or did i woke up too early. i guess i did.
