December 2009
88 posts
since small, i never really got a chance to show people how i felt. All the words and anger, was always kept to myself. The only thing i showed, was just by crying. People around me didn’t let me say how i felt and even the little things i showed was like me, being rude. So i stop, and everytime i get and angry or sad. I prefer keeping quiet and be on my own. He told me, talking about how i...
make me a better, morning.
not a good start. I need breakfast.
2009 is coming to an end soon. Am i ready? i guess i am. 09 has not been really great. except for an awesome 18th birthday and meeting new great friends. 09 showed me the meaning of friendship and love, how this means a different wonderful things. i’ve learned what was betarayal, trust and loyalty and it has toughen me up. love also taught me to be more focus and matured in doing things....
i need to lose some calories
Thigh, do me a favour and shrink yourself! Your getting too big!
5 more days till he goes to Brunei and i start school. there’s so much that i want to do with him, but there isnt much time. i hate starting school, without having himaround. the feeling just sucks. alot. when i get my diploma, he’ll finish ns. isnt it great. i want him, forever. its possible, i know it is. we just have to believe in it.(awwww i know im sweet. heh)
“I want to spend all my days with you. Wrestling over remotes, playing in the...”
– (via runawaytrain)
it gets bored, when you keep saying about the same thing. over and over and over and over again. its like your life is so depressed. sad life. i feel a little bitchy today. heh. okeh wait i was also alil yesterday. cant help it, i am a girl.
monday morning and breakfast with the boy. Was just great(=
I can’t believe i’ve witness him won live. It was great being in the crowd. I think im going to lose my voice. And i got to see taufik live! Hahaha. Thanks love for the tix, i had a really wonderful time and got it to spend with you. Im soo tired, reached home around 12am. Got myself a sezairi tshirt. Awesome. Semangat. Hahaha.
sometimes, at this moments we want to give up. But then we think again, we’ll definately regret. So we’ll work it out. We hurt the one we love and we feel we’re not worth his/her love anymore. But then again we’re wrong. We try hard to make it better, but inside we’re full of regret hurting the one we love. We were too selfish and just thought of our ownself. And lost...
i hate being sick. I can’t stop sneezing. whats this feeling call? I hate it. Make it go away. I want to enjoy my day with him tomorrow.
=(
phew! Went out since morning for breakfast and all the way till 5pm. tired much. YES! saw hady mirza at expo! woohuuu. hahaha. nah, i prefer my boyfriend(= There’ll be picnic tmr with the cousin. And sharifah rawiyah if your coming tmr, you must take lots of picture of me with your brand new dslr! i love you kecik!
My parents got me a E63. awesome. definately(=
i wish i had bigger eyes.
i forgot my username and password so i can’t book my btt. i have to go all the way to ubi. so malas.
i got the flu and my whole body ach. Holiday just started and im falling ill. Bleah. Dad says, i go home at 12am the next day like want to die like that. And he said if i go for sg idol go home late again can take it or not. CAAAAAAAN! i miss ma boy <33
A day
i just want to spend my day with you, with a starbuck frappe and a laptop. And take lots of pictures together. Thats all i wanted.
i woke up feeling sick today, cause it rained on the way back yesterday. I had a great time, we i mean he took lots of pictures. so he’ll be uploading them soon. And most of the girls there dress up so nicely. After the whole thing we headed to al-amin near my school with his friends for supper.
He told me he’ll be going to brunei on 4th jan. =(
we got the tix to watch sg idol!
=D
i wish i had long skinny legs.
gonna watch wizards of Waverly place on youtube to accompany me.
i know i know, my appetite grew lil, i’ll start cutting down on food.
tomorrow’s the day. i can’t wait!
we’ll work it out, like how we always do love.
dont scare me again.
because you saw a new shiny toy
Just because they’re there now it doesnt mean they’re going to be there forever. you might feel like its forever. but you can never be too sure. cause like what you did, you just stayed for awhile and then leave.
kak kira dont worry, it nothing. we have our times when we both don’t get along. Its not something huge. (=
Some how Koreans songs, helps me to calm down. If can i want to be part of everything you do, but its impossible.
Last day of attachment.
Goodnight.
“Tell me I’m not making a mistake. Tell me that you’re worth the wait. And that...”
– (via runawaytrain)
Idiots
guys dont understand girls. ‘Just leave me alone’ means i really need you. why are they stupid?
“I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you, how good you look when you...”
– (via runawaytrain)
AS much as i love all of that. I can’t help being upset and sad. I’m really sad. I am really stubborn. It hurts like hell alot. Too much, to make me feel better at the moment. Right now, i don’t even want to see you tmr. But i know when i wake up tmr i would be...
I spoke too soon didn’t i? i like it when i know i was right. hahaha. oh wells. Anyways, tommorow would be the last day of attachment. i can’t wait for my holidays to start.
I feel like having fish-ball noodle at rasa 21.
Super tired. And he got the tix to the watch sg. well i hope so. i wanna go!
At that very moment when we stood there gazing at...
(via runawaytrain)
Breakfast
A cup of coffe with a piece of garlic bread. Yummy(=
i hate how i’m feeling right now. go away can. _l_
come back soon. i miss you.